July 2011
To the ones that had me,
DAY TWELVE: Things you want to say to an ex.
Nothing really. Things happened, time changed. All of us have went a different path and chose different things. I couldn’t stop myself if I could think about some of the times we had. All of my ex’s were amazing and wonderful in their own way. Some better than others and thanks to all of the guys that had me. Now that you lost me, I’m completely happily taken and satisfied to have found “the one” for me. So thank you for the ones that had me but I’m mostly thankful to the ones that have me now — and that is Tam. <3
I’m a girl. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.
True that.
love
DAY ELEVEN: Your current relationship.
I think it’s pretty obvious everyone knows that I’m in a relationship. It’s been over a year and a half already…almost two; and I cannot thank God how many times I’m blessed to have someone to love me for who I am. Not only does he love me for who I am, but also for my faults, random mood-swings, period days, anger-management, and the real me. He accepts everything and is willing to stay with me for a lifetime. I cannot describe how I am feeling right now writing this…
It is hard for me to write about what Tam is to me. To me, he means everything and even more. He’s my first serious relationship and I’m glad he’s mine. We might be young, but our families are already strongly tied and already talking about marriage. HAHA, I’m only 19 and I’m settled. It takes a great guy, no not a great guy, but an amazing guy to have me settled. My family approves and everything is set. After he receives his Bachelor’s our lives are set.
But who knows, I’m still not writing this in permanent ink. Time can change many things and maybe we’ll both take different paths. Let’s just hope it doesn’t, because I know I won’t be able to have anyone that is as special as he is to me.