Mims

Throughout many failed relationships due to lack of love, clinglyness, disappointment, faults, and unrequited love (wow, that pretty much describe everyone i’ve been with…) I have to say that all of them meant something to me. They all impact me to become who i am and make me stronger. Although in the mist of a heartbreak it really doesn’t look like that…but they have.

&nd right now, because of all that hardship…led me to the one I’m meant to be with forever. ha, although i’m young and people might criticize me for saying this, but there is no one out there that i would rather spend the rest of my life than my current boyfriend of 8+ months. Not because we been together for that long, but because within three days i’ve fallen so quickly. & I’m so thankful to my first kiss, first love/puppy love, commitment issues, clinglyness, and all that pain to get to who i’ll be with now. I’m thankful to every single ex out there for making me, me & to all those ex’s led me to the guy i’ll be with for eternity.

Thank you guys.
I love Tam Van Huynh.
1 Confession. 1 Love.

^__^ - I’m cheerful but not fully available to have a ‘smiley’ face yet. ex: :)
Lol, well i’m not happy because i still have a lot of stress. Theres 5 college classes, unlimited homework, Gov’t honors contract research, finances to fix my car, plus savings for New York. sooo when that is all over, especially fixing my car and everything…i will have a smiley face. :)

-__-“ - this face is because i’m so tired all the time and annoyed by my baby sister Annie. If you don’t have a little toddler running around the house…you wouldn’t understand. She’s more than a handful to manage…and shes so spoiled rotten i swear. lol

DAY 7: FOUR TURN OFFS

1. Smoking. (i especially hate the smell. I hate the aroma of the cigarettes, i just can’t stand it, and if my boyfriend smokes…idk how long that would last. not long!)

2. Dishonesty. (if my boyfriend lies like a maniac, I will drop everything, period.)

3. Conceitedness. (if its one thing, i hate dating a jerk. More specifically, a conceited person who can’t stop complimenting themselves or looking at themselves in the mirror 24/7)

4. Alcoholic. (self explanatory.)

DAY 8: THREE TURN ONS

1. Style. (if you are unique with it, and not like everybody else. I’m good. You have a sense of style that doesn’t copy another. an original (: )

2. Sweet Talk. (i love it when my boyfriend talks to me sweetly, it makes me feel like i’m his. & it also makes me happier :D)

3. Eyes. (lol its hard to explain.) :D

1. Get back together with an ex. It did nothing but hurt them more. I thought I could’ve ‘fall’ in love with them. but love can’t be forced, obviously.

2. Trusted someone with everything, and in the end lost that person completely. I should’ve made sure 100% before letting my heart take over so easily.

3. Didn’t listen to my parents for offering to drive to UHD but instead drive up there myself and caused a $4,000 accident. =/ oh +plus it scarrrrrred me to drive. babysteps. :(

4. Moved to Texas! :(

5. Saved up money instead of spending like crazy.

6. Being unfaithful to an ex.

1. Does he love me as much as I love him? (haha, corny…but true. I think about this everyday. I know the answer…i just want to be reminded. :[)

2. I’m getting fat. (annnd, i am. honestly i never felt so fat in my life. :(((( i need to stop eating. grrrr. whatafatassss.)

3. Why am i so ugly? (haha, low insecurities :((( dangg this isn’t good.)

4. What i’m going to wear the following day.

5. Money issues. (how am i going to save up, how much am i going to spend, etc.)

6. My past. (past experiences, past thoughts, past memories, etc.)

7. the all mighty famous “what if….” questions that run through my head all the time.

- eh, boring. I’m so negative. lol :( i need to change that!

1. Make me laugh. I can’t stand having a boyfriend who can’t even give me a giggle. It’s like there is no life in them. lol

2. Talkative. I love a talkative guy so that i can talk to them and they can respond. I don’t like shy guys…if i wanted a wall to listen to me…i’ll just talk to myself! lmao.

3. Deep down…i really like cheesy stuff. lmao. like that 11 real roses and 1 fake rose saying that you’ll love me til’ the last one rose dies..lmao hahaha.

4. Be yourself. I don’t want to date you if you’re a copy of someone else. Hell, i’ll go for the original.

5. Take me places and surprise me. I like random cute surprises.

6. Take the initiative. Ask me out, be brunt. :) haha, but that doesn’t guarantee an acceptance, you might get rejected too. ;p

7. Honest, completely trustworthy guy. I hate liars, lies, cheats, anything! I just need someone to tell me what i NEED to hear and not what i WANT to hear.

8. And..its so sad..but, i already found him. I love my boyfriend Tam huynh :)

THERE! i did it. happy? lmao

1. I love Strawberries, Domo, and the colors: purple & yellow.

2. I’m a Minnesota babyy. :)

3. I currently work at JC Penney and might have a 2nd job due to lack of hours.

4. I need to listen to music everyday. Either it has to be in the background or something…i can’t stand silence!

5. I feel old because i’m eighteen.

6. I’m actually going active; thanks to tam. :D

7. I’m trying not to be so emotional. & lately it’s going good. :DD

8. I’m too nice. I need to be a bitch! lmao… =/

9. I’m madly in love with my boyfriend, Tam Huynh. :]]

1. You are the love of my life. My first real love. I love you so much; without you, I don’t know what i’ll do. You make everything feel better. You teach me so many things about the world in a truly different perspective that i would’ve never know. You make me so happy, and I’m truly blessed to have you in my life now. You’re mine now and forever. ilysmb. <3 but one thing i probably don’t like about you is that…you need to trust me. You need to completely trust me; i know what i’m doing babe. I would never hurt you; i promise on my life. -because i love you- :)

2. You gave me an idea of love. and i thought you were my “first,” but i guess everyone has their different opinions on what love is. And maybe, i’m not even your first, but whatever, i’m most grateful to you for giving me the strength to be stronger and finding the true love of my life. Thank you. I hope we can go back to the way we were before all the bullshit happened. lol you were a nice guy.

3. It feels like we drifted way too much. We don’t even talk anymore. Why is that? Because you have a job now..and you work everyday..you don’t even have the time to text and tell me how your day was? I really miss our conversations. You were my bestfriend since 2006. I hope we can go back, but we fastforward too far idk how if we ever can. I miss my old em-kayy.

4. Those five days were fun. I’m sorry if it had to end. and i’m also sorry for treating you like trash, throwing you away after so many years of friendship. I had to. I don’t hate you or anything, i just can’t…be your friend. its so hard to explain. But maybe this is the best way, the only way, for you to get over me or to forget me. I dont know. you were so close to me…i could’ve considered you my guy bestfriend. I’m so sorry. I hope you live your life to the fullest.

5. haha, your the only guy that i can say who i’m writing to. Charlie Nguyen…you need to calm down most of the time. I hope you live your life to the fullest like you wanted to. I’m sorry for every pain i put you through. I don’t even think i tried to hurt you in any way. You always make me feel like shit after every line you spit at me. If you ever cared, you should’ve considered my feelings. love can’t be force. I hope you can keep that in mind. You were a great guy, and i hope you can be that great guy to someone who will really appreciate you.

6. Hmm, you were the best guy friend i ever had last year. Although we didn’t even last a year because of your parents and other issues. You were almost my everything, i appreciate everything you did for me. Be a friend when i needed it most, help me through my rough times, and was there for me when i needed help in studying. LOLOLOL i’m going to miss those days. Work hard your senior year buddy.

7. You are a dumbass. you act so stupid sometimes. I mean…you just act retarded. But…i still love you because you’re my favorite cousin. I miss our long time spending together though; those long nights talking about random shit, walking around the neighborhood, jogging, shopping together. everything. i miss you jennayyy. :( tell phong to stop prankcalling tam, we all know its him and maybe you. you guys have no life btw. lmao hahaha, i love you.

8. You raised me up until now. I couldn’t be grateful enough. I love you so much mother. But you need to stop yelling for no reason and pmsing everywhere. I like the days where we just go out shopping, home doing my nails, and just talking about random stuff. now you’re just so overbearing sometimes. You make me suffocate. I miss my old mom. i love you, but you need to stop starting a fight. it doesn’t do anything, one day i might will move out if it doesn’t stop. and no, its not a threat - a promise.

9. Hmm i remember now! I hate how you always forget i’m there. Like…the wind..its there but you don’t notice it! & You only talk to me when you’re sad or bored. You never hang out with me because you have better friends to hang out with! lmao. justkiddinggg. Hmm I like all our memories, they’re fun and sometimes its nice to argue with you because it makes me feel better lmao. i like arguing; TEEHEE.  <3

10. Hmm Miss Korean lover. Although you might think i don’t need you. I only talk to you when i need to? No..I don’t talk to anyone period since dating tam. I miss you and i love you. I hope you know that. No one will ever replace my happy drug. ;] We need to get together soon, when i’m not broke! lmao. ilyyyy babyy! haha.

ayoxryaan:

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

was pretty interesting.

Summer II is ending this week so i’m pretty excited! but finals are killing me. ughh.

Tam’s parents met my parents for the first time today and it turned out great! they became like (almost) the best of friends. LOL. <3 them.

Hmmm…I’m finally back on tumblr again. and yesss…are you ready for Mimi to pour all her thoughts out? yeeaaaahhh, lol i don’t know i been thinking alot about stuff too.

See you soon guys.

<3 Mims

As days go by, I can’t help but be grateful for everything I have. I mean, I have you and that makes me feel so incredible. You take all my pains away, make me happy everyday by just seeing your face, and just loving you more every minute that passes by. I love you so much.

I don’t know how to tell you this because I tell you ‘i love you’ everyday. I don’t want it to sound so repetitive or anything. I just want you to know how much you mean to me. Up to this day, I still can’t believe how lucky I am to have someone like you. I mean, you’re amazing, funny, adorable, strong, caring, smart in some ways (lol), and just everything i ever needed.

I just don’t want you to forget how much you mean to me. Since day one up until now…you still give me butterflies. I just hope … you still feel the same for me since the first day you said ‘i love you’ to me until now. I am so in love with you i have no other way of expressing how i feel to you. You give me a reason to look forward to another day, because i know i have you to cherish it with. I love you.

Day ten: songs that you listen to according to your moods.

Happy: Hmm…if i’m happy i would be listening to upbeat songs. :D

Sad: I would probably listen to soothing sad songs or piano songs.

Angry: Idk i’ll just blast whatever music there is in my ear lol

Bored: Listen to whatever.

LOL, i don’t have specific songs to listen to.

Day Nine: Something you’re proud of in the past few days.

This might sounds funny, but i’m very proud of myself for actually doing well when Tam trained me. It feels so weirddd but i’m proud of myself for accomplishing it. and ugh i’m still so sore from friday. 4 more weeks to go with this madness. =___=” lols

jacquelinesung:

make me feel like shit. you think im a ATM machine. You dont beileve in me when it comes to my career choice. You say i was your only hope but now im a failed image. You say that to me so carelessly like i have no feelings at all. Are you happy? Cause I blame only myself now. Im the worst ever. I cant do anything without screwing anything up. I am a true failure in everything ive done. Even if i try my best its only the worst. I need to just…

 Babygirl, you are not a failure! I believe in you. Your inspirations never change, you are one of a kind, and you are stronger than you think you are. Don’t let your mom’s word put you down. Maybe thats how she shows you love? Okay nvm idk. But idk shes probably going through some phrases. I’ve been there and my mom is starting to take my money too. and the difference is…i DONT work so she will probably tell tam to pay rent. -___- eh, but whatever you need to be strong. I can’t wait to see you in a little while. :D <3 iloveeyouu.

Day Eight: Short term goals for this month and why.

This month of July:

• Do all my homework first, play later.
• Clean a little everyday. (starting today! lmfaoooo)
• Listen to tam while he trains me. >:(
• Exercise regularly & eat healthier.
• Start saving up for NY trip in December. :D
• Start motivating myself to become better, stronger, faster, & smarter! :D

Muahahaa. Lol lameeeee. but yessss.