Day ten: songs that you listen to according to your moods.
Happy: Hmm…if i’m happy i would be listening to upbeat songs. :D
Sad: I would probably listen to soothing sad songs or piano songs.
Angry: Idk i’ll just blast whatever music there is in my ear lol
Bored: Listen to whatever.
LOL, i don’t have specific songs to listen to.
Day Nine: Something you’re proud of in the past few days.
This might sounds funny, but i’m very proud of myself for actually doing well when Tam trained me. It feels so weirddd but i’m proud of myself for accomplishing it. and ugh i’m still so sore from friday. 4 more weeks to go with this madness. =___=” lols
make me feel like shit. you think im a ATM machine. You dont beileve in me when it comes to my career choice. You say i was your only hope but now im a failed image. You say that to me so carelessly like i have no feelings at all. Are you happy? Cause I blame only myself now. Im the worst ever. I cant do anything without screwing anything up. I am a true failure in everything ive done. Even if i try my best its only the worst. I need to just…
Babygirl, you are not a failure! I believe in you. Your inspirations never change, you are one of a kind, and you are stronger than you think you are. Don’t let your mom’s word put you down. Maybe thats how she shows you love? Okay nvm idk. But idk shes probably going through some phrases. I’ve been there and my mom is starting to take my money too. and the difference is…i DONT work so she will probably tell tam to pay rent. -___- eh, but whatever you need to be strong. I can’t wait to see you in a little while. :D <3 iloveeyouu.
Day Eight: Short term goals for this month and why.
This month of July:
Muahahaa. Lol lameeeee. but yessss.
Since i skipped like three days? I’m going to post the three days up.
DAY SIX: Favorite superhero and why.
This is to all the police officers, doctors, lawyers, regular citizens, and my parents. I believe that everyone of us inside is a superhero. Deep down in there we’ve helped others, confort others, console, and also advise others as well. We do our best to help the ones we love and sometimes occasionally to strangers we don’t even know.
The saying “what comes around, goes around.” and i want to thank every one out there for making the world a better place to live in. We need more people to act sincere and generous with a helping hand once in awhile. & that is the greatest superhero of all; the ones inside us that can help and make a difference.
A habit you wish you didn’t have.
Hmm, I wish i wasn’t easily overly emotional all the time. When i’m sad - i cry, when i’m mad - i cry, when i’m happy - i cry. I cry for all sorts of reasons. Ehh, thats bad.
Its unhealthy but i’m going to try to be strong. wish me luck?
I didn’t know why i was so bored earlier this afternoon that i went back on myspace and look through my comments.
I went backwards and started reading only the long posts and skimming through all the others. I felt horrible and sad. I don’t know why i did. There were so many people i used to talk to and now don’t even talk to anymore. It doesn’t upset me that much but the reason that they’re not just friends but more. They were my ex’s that i miss. That makes no sense. Well i miss their company and i miss each and every single one of them’s personality. It really makes no sense right now.
With tam i have more than i can ever ask for. I have no idea why i’m sad. I don’t think i’m sad. I’m just emotionless right now. I guess they’re called “ex for a reason” and that is what tam tells me every day. Hmmm, i’m okay now i guess.
Starting from today, I won’t be sad ever again because of them. Tam is all i ever need. Starting from today…i’m going to erase every single ex i ever had. Like they were never my ex but normal human beings. Although i still have one or two i still befriend…i won’t change that fact. I can be friends with them if i want…but i’m not going to start it.
That makes no sense. aaaah, scattered brain right now. “Whatever happens, happens.” My life with sadness ends here, and happiness with tam is where i’m going to be.
Day Three: A picture of you and your friends.
I just realized that i had so many friends of different circles that i don’t really have a group picture for every single one of them but singles with me and them. =( I think i need new pictures. :((
This post is dedicated to Justine. She went back to france on yesterday, and i thought that this post should be about her. I’m going to miss her like craaazy. :( hopefully i see her again one day.
Day two: The meaning behind your tumblr name.
x3Mims.
x3 - a cute symbol or smiley or whatever you want to see it as.
and ‘Mims’ is a nickname given to me originally by Calvin Huynh lol,
and then everyone started calling Mims, so i took it in as a nicknamee
:D
DAY ONE: a recent picture of yourself and fifteen interesting facts.
15 interesting facts:
&&; I’m hoping to finish THIS thirty day challenge. :D
if not…. No internet for a week for me. =/
to do my thirty day challenge! lol.
I just don’t have the time to do those things since i have so much homework! D: well after awhile i’ll start on my 2nd 30 day challenge and yes..i WILL finish it soon. hehe.
:D